February 2012
1 post
Dis-cover
I have rediscovered tumblr.
How long has it been? Almost a year? Surely I jest!
But I do not. It has been, in fact, over a year since I have blogged on tumblr.
I must be completely out of my mind. You probably just thought I was completely out of my mind. How alike we are! I just thought that as well.
Let me guess something else you are thinking….You’re probably wondering what I...
December 2010
2 posts
Tearing love apart.
Sometimes, I can’t tell who I feel more sorry for. The people who don’t believe in true love, or that people who think they are in love.
If it’s one thing people love to argue with me about, it’s love. True love, puppy love, love at first sight, forbidden love. True love isn’t real, puppy love never lasts, love at first sight is vain, forbidden love is...
“It was not into my ears you whispered, but my heart. It was not my lips you...”
– Judy Garland
November 2010
1 post
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, it could stay...
Today I am sitting at my friend, Erin’s house. We are watching Space Jam.
And I am sitting on the love seat. By myself. And Erin is sitting with her boyfriend and Megan with hers. But no one for me. I’ll always just have an empty seat next to me on the love seat.
Erin got sick today, and without her even asking, Ryan, Erins boyfriend, got her a wet towel for her head. Now hes...
July 2010
2 posts
“You may only be one person to the world, but you also might be the world to one...”
“We always believe our first love is our last, and that our last love is our...”
June 2010
6 posts
“If you love something, let it go. If it comes back, it’s yours. If it...”
– Unknown.
“It happens to other people.
You cry, you say poor thing.
But when it happens...”
– Ashley Kerwin (Degrassi)
I never thought it would happen.
I think I like a boy who’s two years younger then me. Is thar weird? I don’t know. All I know is that he makes me so, so happy and I smile everytime I think of him. He’s always on my mind. I wonder if I’m on his.
Before the storm.
So it was definatly warm and sunny at about 4:00 this after noon. I looked out the window 20 minutes later and it wad completetly cloudy. 5 minutes later it was black. And then the sirens started going off.
Pretty much a scary 45 minutes have gone by. Terrible rain, wind, and hail. A car even lost it’s tire outside my house.
65 to 70 mile hour winds. Wow.
At the news station a window...
“Since love grows within you, so beauty grows. For love is the beauty of the...”
– St. Augustine
“There is only one happiness in life; it is to love and be loved.”
– George Sand
May 2010
10 posts
I feel like my heart was just stiletto stabbed.
Title speaks for itself.
“A man begins by loving love and ends by loving a woman. A woman begins by loving...”
– Remy de Gourmont
“Love is always bestowed as a gift— freely, willingly, and without...”
– Leo Buscaliga
The only thing I still believe in.
I felt like I was fooling myself. Like I wad talking myself into liking him. I was too afraid to talk to him, called him “last years prada hobo bag. Outdated and ugly”. Is it weird that after one hug everything changed? Is it weird that I’m beyond jealous that he’s hanging out with my best friend, who is super pretty? Is it weird that I’m afraid she’ll take him...
So much for my happy ending.
Sometimes I feel like Cinderella. Today I went to a ball, and I had to be home by midnight. There was a prince, but he was dancing with an ugly stepsister, and she had seemed already have his heart. In my rush to leave, I forgot my wallet. But cinderella woke up the next morning and found that the prince was looking high and low for her. They get married and have children and have a happy ending....
True love doesn't discriminate.
Trying to find true love is like trying to find a needle in a haystack. It’s nearly impossible. So why do we try? I’m happy to anounce that I am
going to spend the next three days looking for said true love. I met a little over one year ago, and I miss him. When I away from him, all my atoms cry out for his presence, his touch, his feel, his lips. And when I’m with him, there...
Is it really worth it anymore?
Friends fight. They argue, and they bicker. But is there a time whenit becomes to much? When your not having fun, your arguing. Is the friendship really worth it then?
I have this friendship with this girl. We’ll call her Noel. We have been best friends since the end of freshmen year. At first it was great. But lately, all we seem do to is fight. And I always have to apologize. Always....
“The sea has it’s pearls, the heaven has it’s stars but my heart, my...”
– Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
“Love is always open arms. If you close your arms to love, you will find your are...”
– Leo Buscaglia
No such thing has a fairytale.
This feels like I’m being punked. Like a late April fools joke. Like someone is playing me. This is to good to be true. You seem like everything I ever wanted. But are you even real at all?
April 2010
1 post
What is the title again?
Sorry for the lack in updates. Life’s been pretty crazy these days. Bitches on a rampage, have crazed teachers, boy drama, best friend fights, divorcing parents, it’s been a rocky rollercoaster of hell. Like right now, for instance. I’m sitting in the theatre, listening to my half crazed drama teacher talk about things that don’t matter, waiting to go home. I have a bucket...
March 2010
1 post
An original song by Kaycee. "it hurts to know"
Watch me, as I’m walking on my own.
Without you, to walk by my side.
Feels like, I’m trudging along in shame.
It’s all the same.
And the flowers are crying that,
“Winter is here”
And the trees that are dying,
It’s a sad scene dear.
And it hurts to know…
I get it’s over, but it didn’t last long.
And it hurts to know, that...
February 2010
3 posts
“Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only...”
– Elbert Hubbard.
“‘If only, if only,” the woodpecker sighs, “the bark on the...”
– Holes
“They say that promises sweeten the blow, but I don’t need them. No, I...”
January 2010
20 posts
Odd.
Today feels…odd. Different. I don’t know why. So today my best friend, Kristen, our other best friend Kassa and Kassa’s sister Sam and I where talking, and the topic of boys came up. Kassa and Kristen where saying how all these guys want to hook up with them, and Sam has a boyfriend. Then I said “Way to make me feel good (about myself) because I have no guys who like...
“The most precious possession a man will come to posses in this world is a...”
– Josiah G. Holland.
“Love cures people- both the ones who give it and the ones who recieve it.”
– Karl Menninger.
Forgive, forget, and move on.
Thinking about it now, it seems funny. We have people in our lives that we love so much, and we couldn’t picture our lives without them. I used to have one of those people. Two, three years ago, I couldn’t see myself without him with me. The one person I thought I couldn’t live my life without is now gone, and all I have are pictures and fading memories to remember him. Memories...
“If I could see into the future I hope the only thing I see is you.”
“After all that we’ve been through, I will make it up to you, I promise to....”
– Hard for me to say I’m sorry (cont.)
“Everybody needs a little time away, I heard her say, from each other. Even...”
– It’s hard for me to say I’m sorry (Keith Harkin)
A little broken inside
Sigh. Grounded again. Sigh.
“Another summer day, is come and gone away, in Paris and Rome, but I wanna go...”
– Celtic Thunder: Damian McGinty
Kiss and Tell
Out of one’s pain another finds joy. You made a mistake I learned from it. I learned that you never kiss and tell(;
“Within you I loose myself; without you I find myself wanting to be lost again.”
– Unknown Author
“I’m dancing with tears in my eyes, just fighting to get through the night....”
– Ke$ha ((dancing with tears in my eyes))
“Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart. The hope in tomorrow, and the...”
– Unknown author.
With every move I die
I should be used to it. It’s happened so many times that it shouldn’t hurt anymore. I but no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try to ignore the pain, it still kills me inside every time. Always knowing that your the ugly one and ur friends get everything. I don’t want to feel like this. But I do and I’ll never feel anything but this. Because I’m the ugly friend....
Oh Boys
I.
Just.
Don’t.
Get.
It.
Why do girls think that they need a guy to make them happy? We are strong independant human beings!! So why? Girls fight and friendships are destroyed and we hate because she got the boy I liked. Then they just toy with our emotions and make us feel terrible! Everything revolves around boys. We want to look thin and perfect because the media tells us to because...
Chemistry
So I was thinking about it, an I really hate chemistry. Not only does it have wayyyyyy to much math, it really confuses me. I went to a catholic grade school, so my whole life I was lead to believe, you know, God created everything and everything is a miracle, right? Noe, I go to a private, catholic highschool as well, but here, science explains everything ad I don’t like that. I mean it...
“Kindness in words creates confidence.
Kindness in thinking creates...”
– Lao Tzu
1 tag
Winter break
So the day after tomorrow officially ends winter break. Oh yippee. This was probably the most boring break since my parents decided to go derranged mast minute and not let ne go out. So I got to watch NCIS and soap operas with my mom all morning while I watched Degrassi reruns at night. And almost every flippin episode was about love. Love! What in the world is so great about love? It leaves you...
“When I saw you a fell in love, and you smiled because you knew it.”
– William Shakespeare
July 2009
14 posts
Good Girls go Bad
Everyone thinks I am this goody goody girl who never has done anything bad in her entire life.
Adults love me and my sister, and kids love us too.
I kinda don’t like being the “innocent” one in my group of friends. I am the “baby” of the group, but hey, how ironic is it that I’m the oldest out of all of us!
I wanna break free of my title. But it’s hard....
hmm.
dinocharcolate:
accordingtojulia:
Okay so…apparently just now I IMed my friend? Only I first realized it a few minutes later. Why don’t I remember IMing her?!
And apparently I drank a bottle of Evian a while ago? And I realized it…just now.
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?
Wow. Okay. This is freaking me out.
I’m going to go bang my head against the wall…bye.
ack. i know how you feel. i was...